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Mʀ. Wʀᴏɴԍ ([personal profile] fe_male) wrote2030-10-11 12:03 am
motherofnemesis: (sparkled with broken glass)

because you are!

[personal profile] motherofnemesis 2013-05-04 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
Tony. [ Repetitive and still firm, letting him brush her hands off in favor of helping him with his shirt. If he feels like it needs to come off it can come off. She just wants to get this out of his head, tear it out and keep him safe but that's going to take time and effort. She's more than willing to put them both in, but seeing him like this -

It's the time part she dislikes. He deserves better than this, and the longer it goes on the worse it is for him. ]


What about water? [ The oil she can understand, he's covered in it from all of his work, generally is, but she can't see water anywhere. ]
motherofnemesis: (through buildings gone missing)

don't you pft me you are the best there are no two ways about it

[personal profile] motherofnemesis 2013-05-04 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
Breathe. [ Running her hands over his shoulders and arms, steady and gentle, trying to show him that everything's all right, there's nothing wrong with his body right now. ] I need you to breathe for me. Just in and out, one breath at a time.

[ She's using the tone she uses when she expects obedience, firm and absolutely sure, nothing about it sounding like questioning is allowed. It may not help, but there's a small chance he could be used to listening to it enough that he will automatically right now, not stopping to let it filter through what he's feeling right now. It's worth a try.

Anything's worth a try, if it helps this. ]
We can grab a towel and clean you off at the sink, you don't need a shower.
motherofnemesis: (low: leaning against wall)

alskdfd that's beautiful

[personal profile] motherofnemesis 2013-05-04 01:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Okay, he's breathing now. That's a good sign, or at least it's a good start. It's a pretty important function, and once you can breathe - the feeling of not being able to breathe is a pretty good panic starter just by itself, and for him in particular. Being able to breathe again should help ease things a little.

The cataloging she just waits on, watching him carefully and leaving herself unshielded so that he can know for certain when he brushes her that it's her, nothing weird going on there. She's had that moment more than a few times, she doesn't want him to have to worry. ]


Do you want to move somewhere else? Would that be better? [ A little softer now, quiet - she doesn't want to overwhelm his hearing if he's started using his senses more actively now. ]
motherofnemesis: (but all i know is i'm not ready yet)

it is i support it

[personal profile] motherofnemesis 2013-05-04 06:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Anxiety is a strange beast. It can close you off and open you up in the strangest combinations. She waits, hands resting gently on his shoulders as she watches him like a hawk. It's strange to see this look on him, the confusion of it. Tony is the most aware person she knows, always sure of himself. Him not knowing what to do or what's going on is off, it's wrong in all kinds of ways that she hates. ]

Nothing's broken. I don't see any blood anywhere. Physically everything's fine, you don't need to worry about that. [ And with a glance downwards for a moment. ] If anything was wrong with the reactor JARVIS would have said so by now. [ JARVIS provides his assent, and her gaze drifts back to his eyes, still watching, searching for any visible signs. ]

We can sit. [ She tugs another chair up so she can sit down, one leg pressed against his. ] Everything's going to be fine.
motherofnemesis: (pos: memories of love)

<3<3

[personal profile] motherofnemesis 2013-05-05 07:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ They're not doing just the 'fix things a lot until problems go away' method of dealing with this. Not after everything she's been feeling in his mind the past few minutes, the rawness bleeding out of him. Not after watching the look on his face. This - she doesn't want him to have to live through this again, not if she can help it.

You can't fix people. You can only love them, and offer them as much help towards fixing themselves as you can. It was a hard lesson to learn years ago, and it's a hard one to have to remember now, but she can still offer as much of herself as she can and hope it will be enough to help. ]


It is. [ She covers his hands with hers lightly, leans towards him as she answers his question. ] I was running low on a few clothing things so I went shopping for a little bit and picked up some more. Underwear, t-shirts, that sort of thing. Basics. What were you building, while I was gone? [ On the off chance he can answer and it'll help the calming process. ]
motherofnemesis: (chin up girl take it as it comes)

[personal profile] motherofnemesis 2013-05-06 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's not really dealing so much as it is just putting it off, though, and she knows the difference very well because she's done both. Mostly the putting it off one, really. Primarily that one. Which she thinks means she's in a qualified position to point out that the results frequently really, really suck.

Fixing, maybe not, but - improving it, hopefully. At least somewhat. She takes that small twist of his hands and slides hers into his, twines their fingers and holds on. She'll keep talking forever if it's going to keep having a calming effect on him. ]


Yeah? Sounds like a good project. It must be hard to keep the mobility and make it resistant enough. [ But yeah, that's not hard to guess why he's making a suit that can withstand space, not with what she knows from past incidents about how he feels about space. She changes the subject and keeps going. Later, maybe, once he's recovered more, she'll bring that up again. But not until then, because she thinks it would be almost useless to bring it up now. ] Have you eaten yet today?
motherofnemesis: (you made your grave)

[personal profile] motherofnemesis 2013-05-07 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ She's fine with loose, so long as he's showing enough presence to either accept or reject it one way or another. And currently he seems to be passing that test, which is a really nice thing.

She makes a noncommittal noise to his answer about the alloy, because more and more she's quite convinced that that's a subject she doesn't want to touch until whatever point he's back in a much more coherent and normal state of mind, one in which reminders of what's been bothering him are less likely to start something all over again. So she moves on, considers how he responds to the question about food, and then starts talking. ]


Maybe a smoothie or something would be a good idea later, once you're feeling better. [ But she tries to make it clear in her tone of voice that it's nothing more than a suggestion, something she thinks would be a good idea but she's not going to push. ] I mean, there's only a 50% chance of it being uncontaminated but Dummy would probably welcome the chance to try, he's been in time out a lot lately. [ Nothing that requires an answer if he doesn't want to give one, just easy pauses if he wants to interject before she keeps onwards. ] I think maybe you should get cleaned up first, though - wipe down and change clothes. [ Not shower. Maybe a bath, maybe, but not somewhere tight and enclosed and full of water. That she knows more than enough to know is a very bad plan. ]
motherofnemesis: (but all i know is i'm not ready yet)

[personal profile] motherofnemesis 2013-05-08 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ This is not the usual sort of test, though. For one she has a few other ways of determining whether he's okay than other people might.

To her it feels like a lot, but who knows how the two of them are really getting along at any given moment. Always well enough, despite how much insistence that Dum-E is about to be turned into a wine rack happens. Mostly right now she's just throwing out things to add into the conversation, give her more reason to keep talking because she doesn't want to put him on the spot anymore, just let him sit and listen and calm down. ]
I'm sure he'll be thrilled.

[ Maybe a little of both, even. He was barely breathing what seems like far too little time ago, but it does seem like getting out of this space for at least a little bit could be a good idea. She rests a hand on his knee, leans forward a little. ] Do you think you can move with me, or do you want to sit still for a little longer? We can do either one.
motherofnemesis: (what: over shoulder)

[personal profile] motherofnemesis 2013-05-09 06:33 am (UTC)(link)
He's probably already planning exactly how much oil he can get away with putting into it. Or the most efficient way to do it. You know. [ Light and easy, amused. She likes the robot pretty well, and she likes him most of all for the fact that he makes Tony happy on a regular basis. Anything that makes Tony happy is good in her books.

And okay, that agreement was a little fast for her to actually put a great deal of faith in it, but after a moment of evaluation she stands up and holds out both of her hands to him. ]
Then let's head upstairs. I think there's probably a little bit more natural light up there, too.
motherofnemesis: (at my feet)

[personal profile] motherofnemesis 2013-05-10 07:03 am (UTC)(link)
He does indeed.

[ She stays still for a long moment after he first stands up, moves close enough that she can take most of his weight easily should he need her to, waiting for him to get his balance and center of movement under him. For the moment she won't comment on it, but it's definitely on the list of things that she's going to have to talk to him about because this - this is not improving. ] We'll take the elevator. [ Because that seems like the best idea, here. nd there's no way she's going to let go of his hand, her grip quite firm. Nor is she planning on walking at more than a pretty slow amble, moving backwards so that she can stay watching him. ] Can you drink some water, or would that be too much?
motherofnemesis: (pos: job well done)

[personal profile] motherofnemesis 2013-05-12 12:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ She moves as if he's not putting any weight on her, doesn't mention it at all. Whatever he needs to do she's willing to help, and sometimes help can only be taken if it's not acknowledged. ] Stairs are boring anyways. [ Lightly, easy. She refuses to try to make it into a big thing, because the bigger a deal it is - knowing him, he'll feel like it was his fault or something he did, and it wasn't.

She nods, considers. ]
Then we'll get some water and just sit down for a little bit.
motherofnemesis: (neutral: lounging around)

[personal profile] motherofnemesis 2013-05-13 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's probably about half and half, and certainly the longer and better she knows him the more it becomes just intuition because she knows him and therefore knows what might work.

She presses the button for the second floor, by the kitchen, and glances over at him, nods. ]
Or juice. Juice boxes are always amazing. [ She can guess what it is he's been thinking about, if he's avoiding open water, but that's not due to be brought up yet. Not quite. He needs to be settled first. ] How was your morning?

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