[ That would be some very strange mix of realization of her importance to him and continuing fear that she's going to mess it up somehow and that that's going to mess him up and seriously, every time she looks back on how long they've been doing this now and the fact that it's still working she's amazed. She didn't know that she had it in her to stay this close to someone for this long.
Levity is good, tough. That's a very good sign. ] Now all you've got to do is take me up on it.
[ He didn't really think this was going to go over this well either, this whole relationship. He actively avoids looking back on... anything, ever, but that doesn't stop the occasional realization of the time and energy they've invested in each other by now from being something that happens from time to time. ]
[ Yeah, at this point it's gotten kind of hard to avoid or ignore the fact that this is definitely A Thing, whatever it is that they're doing. Very much so. ]
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Levity is good, tough. That's a very good sign. ] Now all you've got to do is take me up on it.
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It'll totally happen one day.
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I'll be looking forward to it.