[ Oh, he appreciates that free hand pressing down, almost immediately presses up against it in return because yes that was what was necessary, and that helps, that helps a lot. It's not as though nothing else she's doing is helping too though - she settles into rhythm and he isn't sure how to handle the regularity (although if there were no rhythm then the arbitrary aspect of it would have a similar effect). She starts to trail down further to areas that aren't quite used to that much stimulation, much less any, and he can't, he drops his head back and closes his eyes for a few seconds because the stimulation all comes together and it's a lot, and all of that with watching her make all of that happen is a lot, and what they talked about is a lot, and as much as he loves all of this - like really, this is... this is amazing - he'd almost half like to come and be finished, because he's exhausted and it's all just really a lot. ]
and oh boy did gary make up for it