[ If she didn't know why, yeah she would. She'd be after him in a heartbeat, just to ensure that he was alive and all right. But if he chose to leave, if it was what he wanted - she can't deny him what he truly desires. Even if it goes against everything she wants or needs.
Her free hand goes to one hip, presses down with enough force that if he wants to try to push up he can. It won't go anywhere or disturb her, but it might release a little bit of the tension he's feeling. Otherwise she's quite occupied, starting to set up a real rhythm with the slide of her mouth around him as her fingers trail down further, exploring muscles and skin that she tends to leave without quite as much attention paid to them because right now she feels like giving him a whole range of experiences. Plenty to keep his mind on. ]
yes basically
Her free hand goes to one hip, presses down with enough force that if he wants to try to push up he can. It won't go anywhere or disturb her, but it might release a little bit of the tension he's feeling. Otherwise she's quite occupied, starting to set up a real rhythm with the slide of her mouth around him as her fingers trail down further, exploring muscles and skin that she tends to leave without quite as much attention paid to them because right now she feels like giving him a whole range of experiences. Plenty to keep his mind on. ]