fe_male: then looked at me and goes, "that's a weird place to put the wall" (what: she just stared at nothing and)
Mʀ. Wʀᴏɴԍ ([personal profile] fe_male) wrote 2013-06-30 03:51 pm (UTC)

[ Yeah, he sort of hums a slight protest to that, but doesn't say anything. It's not even something he's particularly opposed to - he's pretty okay with not talking right now actually - but it's not something that ever comes easily to him, and especially won't be so right now. It's usually a problem because he has too many thoughts, too many ideas and things to say and not enough space to keep them all sorted, to process them as quickly as he wants to, and lacks the concrete impulse control to let them take the extra time. Saying them aloud lets a verbal process also take place, slots things into place easier, and vents some of those extraneous thoughts. That and he just likes talking. He's good at talking. Not talking, when he's got as many things to think about as he does right now, it helps and it hinders, and he suspects that's usually the point. It makes him focus on what she's doing, forces thoughts to reorganize themselves accordingly.

Like that. Just like that, where she comes down to meet him and half his thoughts just vacate the premises, because she'd been so close but not actually touching him, not more than a little bit, and he hadn't realized how much he was waiting for her to do that. He shifts up a little bit when she moves her hands, realizes after she pushes that that was the point of that, the closeness and the pressure, and then he's not sure whether to relax back or lift up higher. There are a lot of things he's not sure of right now, actually, which is a new thing for him, sort of, but at the moment he's okay with letting her show him what he should be knowing, what he should be paying attention to. ]

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