[ Yeah he's feeling like those instructions are not entirely honest or upfront or straightforward like they sound, but he's not going to actually object to anything right now. He'd be stupid to object to anything right now. Not with the way he tries to push into her hand, or can't tell whether he liked the patterns she was tracing or whether he's annoyed that they were so light that his skin went with goosebumps again, and how everything is tense, everything. Everything is hard, from the way he's holding his hands to the obvious, tense from his thighs to his chest and how it shifts as he moderates his breathing and even his nipples are hard, and there is not a single way to use the word 'nipple' that doesn't make me act like a twelve year old while I type it out. ]

That's all. I want your hand to move, will you please move your hand, can I kiss you again, I'd really, I really want to do that.