[ it's the whole intimacy and closeness thing and also that sex can make it really hard to keep her empathy in check. plus that she sometimes finds it very hard to let herself be on the receiving end of things. it feels too vulnerable most of the time. also seriously someday he's going to have to figure that out, having cascade failures from positive interactions isn't a very good thing really. ] Not zoning out. Nothing else to think about. Only so many times you can go over the fibonacci sequence in your head.