[ What a fantastic fucking reaction, god, he fucking loves getting unrestrained reactions like that from her. The digs are nice though, helpful, and he doesn't mind staying still for just a moment, as long as it's just a moment, because he needs some movement right now.
Tony's also totally fine with just sort of letting the little baby think earthquakes are a thing that happen more or less constantly. He's pleased her sex drive hasn't gone down yet, because he's not sure what he'll do if it does. (Total lie, he knows exactly what he'll do with 'himself' if it does, because it's not like it's something he ever really stopped doing. Maybe less now with her here, even though she's caused his libido to actually rise a little, and who would have even considered that possible?) ]
Really? You don't want that in magazines?
Tony's also totally fine with just sort of letting the little baby think earthquakes are a thing that happen more or less constantly. He's pleased her sex drive hasn't gone down yet, because he's not sure what he'll do if it does. (Total lie, he knows exactly what he'll do with 'himself' if it does, because it's not like it's something he ever really stopped doing. Maybe less now with her here, even though she's caused his libido to actually rise a little, and who would have even considered that possible?) ]
Really? You don't want that in magazines?
[ She likes that fight in him, likes pushing him down into the pillow and tasting his mouth, letting him taste himself on her tongue. It's a nice feeling, the resistance good even if they both know what the ultimate outcome will be. The look of the result on him is good, and the gag somehow just completes it. She could stand to watch that a little bit longer, and her eyes are still on him as she's moving slowly back down, except for the moments she pauses to press a kiss to his chest, his stomach, the trail of muscles leading downwards. ]
Mine. [ It's a soft whisper against the flat of his stomach, almost inaudible, and then her hands are resting on his thighs again, one last glance up at him in serious attention before she takes him back in her mouth, lets her tongue swirl around him. ]
Mine. [ It's a soft whisper against the flat of his stomach, almost inaudible, and then her hands are resting on his thighs again, one last glance up at him in serious attention before she takes him back in her mouth, lets her tongue swirl around him. ]
[ It's just a moment, a little bit to feel that completely and let it sink in, and then her hands are sliding up his spine and back down, leaving him totally free to keep moving.
Nobody would have believed that possible, seriously, and really she wasn't aware she had this much of a sex drive until she met him because after everything had started she'd buried it very thoroughly. Had to, mostly, because there were very few people she trusted enough to consider having sex with them when her shields weren't good enough to necessarily hold through the hormonal frenzy of it. ]
Mmm, I think we can avoid sensitive personal information. Just maybe. [ But no more talking here, at least for this moment, she still needs to kiss him, and one hand slides around to rest under his chin, tugging him a little bit closer so that she can do so. ]
Nobody would have believed that possible, seriously, and really she wasn't aware she had this much of a sex drive until she met him because after everything had started she'd buried it very thoroughly. Had to, mostly, because there were very few people she trusted enough to consider having sex with them when her shields weren't good enough to necessarily hold through the hormonal frenzy of it. ]
Mmm, I think we can avoid sensitive personal information. Just maybe. [ But no more talking here, at least for this moment, she still needs to kiss him, and one hand slides around to rest under his chin, tugging him a little bit closer so that she can do so. ]
[ He's working on catching his breath again as she starts to move back down, an attempt that could be going better. It's not helping that he's tensing further and further as she moves, lifting his head to watch her because he has to because he just does and also because she told him to. That's another really good reason.
And he's all but vibrating by the time she leaves that whisper at his stomach, and it was quiet and barely there but he heard it because he doesn't have anything better to do right now than listen to her and wasn't that the point of all of this anyway. He hears it and freezes, still tensed, but that's different, what she just said and the context because she might have said it before - he honestly doesn't remember - but it means something different now, in his opinion. He's forgotten to breathe from the weight of the added meaning, and he catches her glance, eyes dark and a little wide, and still doesn't know what to do with it. Right now he's just glad she waited to say it until he couldn't talk, because he definitely would have said something.
Being wrapped up in that means that means that when she does take him back in, he suddenly realizes he hasn't been breathing, sucks in a big breath through his nose to make up for it, blinking and refocusing on her. He's paying attention, honest. Just a little sidetracked, but he won't be again. ]
And he's all but vibrating by the time she leaves that whisper at his stomach, and it was quiet and barely there but he heard it because he doesn't have anything better to do right now than listen to her and wasn't that the point of all of this anyway. He hears it and freezes, still tensed, but that's different, what she just said and the context because she might have said it before - he honestly doesn't remember - but it means something different now, in his opinion. He's forgotten to breathe from the weight of the added meaning, and he catches her glance, eyes dark and a little wide, and still doesn't know what to do with it. Right now he's just glad she waited to say it until he couldn't talk, because he definitely would have said something.
Being wrapped up in that means that means that when she does take him back in, he suddenly realizes he hasn't been breathing, sucks in a big breath through his nose to make up for it, blinking and refocusing on her. He's paying attention, honest. Just a little sidetracked, but he won't be again. ]
[ Thank you, he takes that sign for what it is and does just that.
He's happy he could give this whole experience back to her then, properly and without restraint. This is a thing that everyone should get to experience, in his opinion, and it doesn't even all have to be with him. He's generous like that. He's like the Oprah Winfrey of orgasms. The big O. ]
Is that sensitive? [ And maybe that's referring to what she just said, and maybe it's referring to the way he starts to move against her, because he's an asshole and he's good at this and he likes to show off the things he's good at. But he lets himself be tugged down closer towards her, can guess at what she wants easily enough and moves to close the distance between them. ]
He's happy he could give this whole experience back to her then, properly and without restraint. This is a thing that everyone should get to experience, in his opinion, and it doesn't even all have to be with him. He's generous like that. He's like the Oprah Winfrey of orgasms. The big O. ]
Is that sensitive? [ And maybe that's referring to what she just said, and maybe it's referring to the way he starts to move against her, because he's an asshole and he's good at this and he likes to show off the things he's good at. But he lets himself be tugged down closer towards her, can guess at what she wants easily enough and moves to close the distance between them. ]
[ And she can feel all of that tension, through her mouth and her hands on his legs. That's lovely, right there, and she wants to keep it, and she can feel the shift of its quality when she whispers that mine, see him react to it visibly. She's never really had the guts to say it out loud before, not to him because it's not really about possessing him and she worries about how it would be taken. But right now, she thinks - right now maybe he'll understand what she means by it.
Hers, in the sense that he is the most important thing to her. That she is going to look out for him in whatever way she can for as long as he'll let her. That seeing him like this, watching him give himself over to her, is one of the most beautiful things she's seen. That every time he gives her his trust she dedicates herself to ensuring she's worthy of it.
She can hear that breath and it just fuels her, moving her mouth back off of him but just so that she can run her tongue along all of him, one hand sliding up so she can slide fingers under his balls, give him another place to get sensation from as she works at making sure that every inch of him has felt her tongue's attention. ]
Hers, in the sense that he is the most important thing to her. That she is going to look out for him in whatever way she can for as long as he'll let her. That seeing him like this, watching him give himself over to her, is one of the most beautiful things she's seen. That every time he gives her his trust she dedicates herself to ensuring she's worthy of it.
She can hear that breath and it just fuels her, moving her mouth back off of him but just so that she can run her tongue along all of him, one hand sliding up so she can slide fingers under his balls, give him another place to get sensation from as she works at making sure that every inch of him has felt her tongue's attention. ]
[ I still can't believe you wrote that sentence but yes, he is generous like that and personally she's really, really pleased that she met him for a number of reasons ranging from the many ways in which he has made her sex life reach levels she hadn't really ever even considered to the way he makes that stupid smile when he's being ridiculous and knows it to the way he concentrates when he's working to - it's a long list. She could keep going for a while.
And that is sensitive, actually, that's definitely sensitive, and she's arching towards him in a way that makes that pretty clear as she tugs him closer but she still answers him anyways, just before closing the last distance and kissing him. ] Pretty sensitive, yeah. [ And then she's kissing him and yes, that's what she wanted, wanted to push up against him as he moves. ]
And that is sensitive, actually, that's definitely sensitive, and she's arching towards him in a way that makes that pretty clear as she tugs him closer but she still answers him anyways, just before closing the last distance and kissing him. ] Pretty sensitive, yeah. [ And then she's kissing him and yes, that's what she wanted, wanted to push up against him as he moves. ]
[ Honestly he doesn't mind the possessive ring to it. He doesn't mind being hers in both senses of the word, because in his opinion the possession is actually a little easier to live up to and with because as much as he loves giving himself to her, it's a totally brand new notion that that might actually be all that she wants, that it might be enough. He's more comfortable being a possession than he is being the prize. But regardless, she has his trust, certainly - it's what just now prompted him to keep listening to her after being tricked, when he clearly didn't want to, the trust that if she was going to do all of that then it was something she considered important enough to risk pissing him off like that.
It's really hard not to jerk his hips up when she slides her fingers up under him like that, and all the muscles in his pelvis tense again with the effort, because she's holding his balls and has her tongue everywhere and he was totally right earlier when he said he wouldn't want her to stop later, at all. He has no idea if he can even handle it, but he knows he doesn't want her to stop, works to keep his head up so he can watch her even though right now he'd like to just let it fall back to bounce off the mattress. ]
It's really hard not to jerk his hips up when she slides her fingers up under him like that, and all the muscles in his pelvis tense again with the effort, because she's holding his balls and has her tongue everywhere and he was totally right earlier when he said he wouldn't want her to stop later, at all. He has no idea if he can even handle it, but he knows he doesn't want her to stop, works to keep his head up so he can watch her even though right now he'd like to just let it fall back to bounce off the mattress. ]
[ It's okay, she probably shouldn't keep going. He's liable to get some sort of ego or something. She definitely shouldn't ever tell him she has a list, much less what's on it. It's better to do those sorts of things one at a time, to watch him preen a little and then go back to doing them without thinking about it too much.
But yes, good, arching is good. He's fond of arching, and he lets some of his weight settle on her as they get into the push-pull of the rhythm of it, kisses her with the clear intent on getting into her mouth, if she'll let him, to explore just in case anything's drastically different that he needs to be aware of. ]
But yes, good, arching is good. He's fond of arching, and he lets some of his weight settle on her as they get into the push-pull of the rhythm of it, kisses her with the clear intent on getting into her mouth, if she'll let him, to explore just in case anything's drastically different that he needs to be aware of. ]
[ That's probably a good thing to mention to her at some point, because she has a fear of laying claim to anything too thoroughly, is always a little certain that it will vanish shortly afterwards. But him - she wants to, with him, and that's a little scary to her.
Right now though she's concentrating on her technique, here, and clearly she's on the right path because she can feel how his muscles just tensed beautifully. That was rewarding, she could do with having that again. She keeps her fingers moving, back and forth and seeing what combination of touching him gets the most reaction, and after a little bit she slides her mouth back around him, hums around him as she starts a slow motion. ]
Right now though she's concentrating on her technique, here, and clearly she's on the right path because she can feel how his muscles just tensed beautifully. That was rewarding, she could do with having that again. She keeps her fingers moving, back and forth and seeing what combination of touching him gets the most reaction, and after a little bit she slides her mouth back around him, hums around him as she starts a slow motion. ]
[ Yes, because he already has one. And she doesn't necessarily already have a list prepared, just knows that she could come up with one very very easily. For now at least she's sticking to the one at a time theory, though. For now.
His weight settling on her is exactly what she was looking for and wanted, warm and solid and sheltering - not confining. It's never confining when it's him, for whatever reason. Her mouth opens beneath his easily, though she puts up some resistance to his exploration once she's already parted her lips, insists on at least some exploring of her own. His mouth might have changed too, it's important to find out. ]
His weight settling on her is exactly what she was looking for and wanted, warm and solid and sheltering - not confining. It's never confining when it's him, for whatever reason. Her mouth opens beneath his easily, though she puts up some resistance to his exploration once she's already parted her lips, insists on at least some exploring of her own. His mouth might have changed too, it's important to find out. ]
[ He's pretty sure she would hunt him down if he went anywhere. Actually a fair handful of people would probably do that, if he managed to last in anonymity for any definable length of time in the first place. He doesn't have any plans on it either way though, so she doesn't need to worry.
That makes him try to gasp around the gag, and while that has limited success, his reaction is pretty clear - she's well on the right track. He can feel himself starting to get closer, and he'd try and let her know but he's not quite that close and she'll know when he starts to draw up towards himself anyway. She's only intensifying the need to push up though, and he vents a little bit of the frustration at not being able to by pulling on the arm restraints. ]
That makes him try to gasp around the gag, and while that has limited success, his reaction is pretty clear - she's well on the right track. He can feel himself starting to get closer, and he'd try and let her know but he's not quite that close and she'll know when he starts to draw up towards himself anyway. She's only intensifying the need to push up though, and he vents a little bit of the frustration at not being able to by pulling on the arm restraints. ]
[ He almost wouldn't recognize her if she just let him do what he wants, and he's happy with the push back she's giving him right now, grinding back in return and using his weight and gravity to add to the pressure. He's not simply letting her explore either, grinning a little bit as he shifts to try and kiss her neck instead. ]
[ If she didn't know why, yeah she would. She'd be after him in a heartbeat, just to ensure that he was alive and all right. But if he chose to leave, if it was what he wanted - she can't deny him what he truly desires. Even if it goes against everything she wants or needs.
Her free hand goes to one hip, presses down with enough force that if he wants to try to push up he can. It won't go anywhere or disturb her, but it might release a little bit of the tension he's feeling. Otherwise she's quite occupied, starting to set up a real rhythm with the slide of her mouth around him as her fingers trail down further, exploring muscles and skin that she tends to leave without quite as much attention paid to them because right now she feels like giving him a whole range of experiences. Plenty to keep his mind on. ]
Her free hand goes to one hip, presses down with enough force that if he wants to try to push up he can. It won't go anywhere or disturb her, but it might release a little bit of the tension he's feeling. Otherwise she's quite occupied, starting to set up a real rhythm with the slide of her mouth around him as her fingers trail down further, exploring muscles and skin that she tends to leave without quite as much attention paid to them because right now she feels like giving him a whole range of experiences. Plenty to keep his mind on. ]
[ It's important to not just let Tony get away with things, his head starts to swell and that's dangerous. And it would mean not as much touching and exploring for herself, and that would be sad because she really, really loves exploring him in turn. She loves it so much, as evidence by the slight hiss of air in frustration when he moves away from her mouth to her neck. For a moment she makes the positioning difficult just because she liked kissing him, but then she tilts her head to bare her neck for him because she's not willing to give up his mouth on her just because she'd also really like to kiss him. She'll get him back for that later. For now she's just going to gasp at that grind of his hips, hook one leg up higher around his and bend her mouth to the slope of his shoulder. ]
[ Oh, he appreciates that free hand pressing down, almost immediately presses up against it in return because yes that was what was necessary, and that helps, that helps a lot. It's not as though nothing else she's doing is helping too though - she settles into rhythm and he isn't sure how to handle the regularity (although if there were no rhythm then the arbitrary aspect of it would have a similar effect). She starts to trail down further to areas that aren't quite used to that much stimulation, much less any, and he can't, he drops his head back and closes his eyes for a few seconds because the stimulation all comes together and it's a lot, and all of that with watching her make all of that happen is a lot, and what they talked about is a lot, and as much as he loves all of this - like really, this is... this is amazing - he'd almost half like to come and be finished, because he's exhausted and it's all just really a lot. ]
[ It's okay, he was prepared to wait out that moment, because he really just does love her neck and she can deal with him lavishing some attention on it for a few minutes. He'll come back and kiss her again, he promises. Baring her neck though, that's beautiful, and he takes full advantage of the ease of space she's left open for him.
And that was such a beautiful reaction too, it really was, and it's encouraging enough to make him try it out again, see how it holds up to repetition. He liked it, she clearly liked it - let's see how they both keep liking it. ]
And that was such a beautiful reaction too, it really was, and it's encouraging enough to make him try it out again, see how it holds up to repetition. He liked it, she clearly liked it - let's see how they both keep liking it. ]
he knew his job and he fulfilled it with great intent
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motherofnemesis
2013-07-11 01:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She likes the pressure of his hips against her hand too, because it's just another tangible way that she can measure the effect she's having on him and that makes her happy, makes her want to get even more out of him. But for right she's just going to keep up with what she's doing, because between his head falling back and everything she can feel coming off of him she can tell he's not far off now. Just a little bit further, and she's putting a fair amount of effort now into ensuring that the coming orgasm is going to be as overwhelming as she can make it for him, so that he's tired enough to stop trying to think in the aftermath. ]
[ The fact that he loves her neck and it tends to feel, you know, really fantastic when he's paying such close attention to it, like right now, was the main motivation behind her only being stubborn about it for a little bit. But it does feel good, makes her hips press up almost involuntarily.
Repetition is a great thing. She's willing to argue right now that repetition is so great, it should be kept a thing forever and he should continue to repeat that action, should let her grind up against him and mutter something sounding like encouragement against his skin, push for more. ]
Repetition is a great thing. She's willing to argue right now that repetition is so great, it should be kept a thing forever and he should continue to repeat that action, should let her grind up against him and mutter something sounding like encouragement against his skin, push for more. ]
[ He is so close to it now, pulling and pushing and straining and resisting and feeling and everything. Everything's on fire in a weirdly pleasant kind of way, and he can't stand it, head straining just as hard back into the pillows as his eyes are shut because he doesn't want her looking at them anymore for a moment and he need to turn off one sense and that's the easiest.
It does, have the unfortunate side effect of then boosting the others, and suddenly everything is ramped up to eleven and he comes, a surprised growl in his chest and then back to rapid panting around the gag, because breathing. He's staying still, not opening his eyes, not talking. Not just yet. ]
It does, have the unfortunate side effect of then boosting the others, and suddenly everything is ramped up to eleven and he comes, a surprised growl in his chest and then back to rapid panting around the gag, because breathing. He's staying still, not opening his eyes, not talking. Not just yet. ]
[ She can get him back for it later. He's all but hoping for it.
But oh, when she makes a sound of encouragement, grinds back up against him, he immediately responds with more pressure, grinding down again and grinning at her as he continues to leave a bit of a mark just by her collarbone, skirting the area where sleeves tend to fall. He's enjoying himself quite a lot right now. ]
But oh, when she makes a sound of encouragement, grinds back up against him, he immediately responds with more pressure, grinding down again and grinning at her as he continues to leave a bit of a mark just by her collarbone, skirting the area where sleeves tend to fall. He's enjoying himself quite a lot right now. ]
[ She's okay with that straining back right now, because yeah sure she told him to watch but that he can't right now despite that order means a pretty overwhelming amount of sensation and she's proud of herself for that. That's pretty awesome.
She swallows around him, slowly pulls away and watches him for a long moment, just evaluating his expression and how he looks and everything about this moment because she likes this moment quite a lot. It was a good one, and she thinks she did a good job, and she wants to watch him take in the aftermath of it. She stirs after a long moment. ] I'm going to go get something to wipe you down with, okay? I'll be back in just a moment. [ But waiting, in case he has an objection or wants to be let out first. ]
She swallows around him, slowly pulls away and watches him for a long moment, just evaluating his expression and how he looks and everything about this moment because she likes this moment quite a lot. It was a good one, and she thinks she did a good job, and she wants to watch him take in the aftermath of it. She stirs after a long moment. ] I'm going to go get something to wipe you down with, okay? I'll be back in just a moment. [ But waiting, in case he has an objection or wants to be let out first. ]
gently reads back shakes head no they are not still just grinding whoops
motherofnemesis
2013-07-12 02:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Well it is a good thing he's looking forward to it, here.
Her breath hisses out in an attempt to moderate her reaction, keep it from being too loud because she can tell how much he's enjoying himself and it doesn't seem all that fair, what he's able to do to her with his body and the way he can make her feel and she's having a moment of willfulness here because he stopped letting her kiss him. So no reactions, sort of, except for her breath catches and her fingernails are digging into his skin as she holds on tighter and tighter. ]
Her breath hisses out in an attempt to moderate her reaction, keep it from being too loud because she can tell how much he's enjoying himself and it doesn't seem all that fair, what he's able to do to her with his body and the way he can make her feel and she's having a moment of willfulness here because he stopped letting her kiss him. So no reactions, sort of, except for her breath catches and her fingernails are digging into his skin as she holds on tighter and tighter. ]
[ Yes, kudos to her for getting that much of a reaction. He's not totally sure how she did it, but it's almost made him willing to let her deliver a staggering emotional bombshell more often.
That's cool, just staying still and watching him for a little bit. He gets his breathing a little more regulated fairly quickly, more out of practice than for any other reason, and if she were doing a whole lot of fidgeting or moving around then that would have been much more difficult to do. His response to that is a fairly noncommittal grunt, still not really moving at all himself. But he did hear her, and he's not objecting, he's just not paying that much attention to the words right now. ]
That's cool, just staying still and watching him for a little bit. He gets his breathing a little more regulated fairly quickly, more out of practice than for any other reason, and if she were doing a whole lot of fidgeting or moving around then that would have been much more difficult to do. His response to that is a fairly noncommittal grunt, still not really moving at all himself. But he did hear her, and he's not objecting, he's just not paying that much attention to the words right now. ]
look he had to make up for everyone else's lack of enthusiasm
motherofnemesis
2013-07-14 08:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She doesn't think she wants to deliver another staggering emotional bombshell right now. Or in the near future, really, he reacts in ways that really worry her in the moment of the reaction. She's always scared it's going to be too much for him.
It doesn't take her long to bring back a wet cloth and start wiping him down, generally first before more specifically as she still keeps an eye on him. It's not until he's cleaned off a little before she sits down beside him and reaches up for one hand, starts to unhook it slowly. From how hard he'd been pulling at the restraints, she rather thinks he'll need a bit of stretching right now. ] How are you feeling?
It doesn't take her long to bring back a wet cloth and start wiping him down, generally first before more specifically as she still keeps an eye on him. It's not until he's cleaned off a little before she sits down beside him and reaches up for one hand, starts to unhook it slowly. From how hard he'd been pulling at the restraints, she rather thinks he'll need a bit of stretching right now. ] How are you feeling?
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